Over the last year, I’ve been on an enlightening journey, where I have become aware of my energy blocks, one of which was fear.
This fear was associated with my financial situation, many years ago when I was married. My husband at the time had a problem with money, and was constantly spending money we didn’t have, digging us deeper and deeper into a financial hole.
I remember crying down the phone at debt collectors, who were calling to demand their money – money we just didn’t have! But no matter what I said or did, my husband continued to spend.
Several years after leaving that marriage, I married again. This time it was to a much nicer man, and a man who wasn’t “out of control” with his spending. But… things were tight and I often went without, and I resented the fact that he was spending our hard-earned money on supplements, the gym, and his personal trainer, and I couldn’t even buy myself a new bra.
After that marriage ended, we were both left with nothing, and I was left with a $30,000 debt.
It was at this point that I decided it was time to focus on increasing my income and paying off my debt. Within a few years I was finally debt free and it was the most amazing and freeing feeling!
As time went on, my financial situation improved, and even though I was on my own, I was in the best financial position I had ever been in! I even had some backup savings in case of an emergency. Life in the financial sense, was great!
So we now fast forward a few more years, I’ve met the man of my dreams, we live in an amazingly beautiful home, and all of our children are happy. But I’m working in a job that doesn’t make my heart sing. The corporate world no longer makes my heart sing, and I’m done! But there’s a problem…
You see, I’ve had this block in my energy field, which is based on fear. It is a fear that I will end up where I was in both of my marriages, where money was tight and I was constantly going without. The reality is that we are far from this type of situation, but in order for me to walk away from this corporate job, I’m going to have to let this fear go.
If I don’t let this fear go, I will only attract more of the same when I finally say goodbye to the corporate world.
So what does your financial situation look like right now? Could it be that you have some blocks around money? If you do, the good news is that this can be cleared, and if you’d like some information about how I can help you with that, please send me a message.
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